EMO - Ladies Vs Gentlement

Been a while since my last post......so much has happen. happy and sad just a nature of life. my girls are all grown up. Cinta is now 5 month. (yes we call her cinta now)
life is good....believe it or not, we begin to stabilize... Quick Update

Shearaz - as usual being what he good at A JERK but still i do love him despite the fact that he annoyed me all the time

Amira - have improve her study tremendously and im proud of her. She on diet now. being a typical teenage. Amira and Atiqah just finish shooting for their hanna montana show for disney channel.

Atiqah - Hmm this one is tricky....she still consider herself as my little girl. She still doing all her chores but sometime she can be a cry pot. Surprisingly she like to post and quite vain too.....she like to look at herself in the mirror...

Cinta - she has blossom right before my eye. So cute, so pure, so good, so naughty,and many more....she impress me. and now she is 5 month old. What will i be without her by my side

as for me.....i believe now is the time for me to stabilize and balance my self and my own life..... slim down again hehehhe . As usual lately im feeling sick.....very soon will be admitted for operation.....story of my life....

today im upset with two most important man in my life.....Soren and Shearaz. both are ignorance and a jerk. typical man.....people say woman whine al lot but trust me this two tits are driving me insane. feel like smacking both of them. but they might like it.....hehehe

anyway i hate both of them at this moment.....just FYI (for man) ...MAN DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE EMOTIONAL ....Why??? simply because MAN DONT HAVE EMOTION. Look at their face reaction - the only time man have face expression is when the COME. ...Man are supposed to be tough and a care provider.Woman supposed to look for them for comfort not the other way around

BUT woman do have a right to be moody and spoil...its doesnt matter how many time in a year...a month or even a day...and what u have to do is just HUG THEM...dont fight with them.....WHEN U DEALING WITH AN UPSET WOMAN...DONT OFFER SOLUTION OR INVALIDATE HER FEELING....JUST SHOW HER YOU ARE LISTENING..... is that so hard to do????

As i always say ......SEX IS THE PRICE WOMAN PAY FOR MARRIAGE....MARRIAGE IS THE PRICE MEN PAY FOR SEX

Whatever it is.....still love shearaz like crazy.....hope our LOVE HATE MARRIAGE WILL LAST............................

TWATTY THOUGHT:

for my beautiful daughters - SEMPURNA

Kau begitu sempurna....Di mataku kau begitu indah...Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu...Di setiap langkahkuKu kan slalu memikirkan dirimu....Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu....Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku....Tak kan mampu menghadapi semua,hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa.....Kau adalah darahkuKau adalah jantungku....Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi dirikuoh sayangku kau begitu,sempurna....

GOD AS MADE US A PERFECT CREATURE....DO WE ACCEPT IT AS IT IS OR WE CHALLENGE GOD PERFECT INVENTION?????

What More Can I Ask

Little Alex with her Favourite Friend

Amira with Alex

Atiqah with Alex

Alex so......cute

me and alex in the wrap. Love this product

its been a while since my last entry. December is always love and hate month. i love it simply because there is a lot of warehouse sales and i hate it because i normally have finish all my shopping money before i start shopping........??????.


talking about shopping, recently i found a few of cool items for babies. one of those brilliant item is NECK FLOAT. this is so sos so so cool. slightly expensive but really worth to buy. just like a normal float but instead of going around your waist....you put his around your neck.


When i use it on Alex she swim like no other. she LOVE it so much. you can just put your baby in the water they will float and swim on their own. Definitely better then normal float or even baby float. Check out the video......

Anyway ......my life has now evolve towards my family.....people do ask if i got any job offer from The Firm....of course. This might sound stupid but i actually love being a teacher and a mother. NO JOKE. ....I really enjoy this part of my life. I'm going back to teach next year taking Alex with me. It will be superb fun.

Let me summarize.......I got to be with my daughters, i got my dream job, only work half day, a lot of holiday especially during school holiday, got to go shopping almost every other day.......HMMM WHAT MORE CAN I ASK!

by the way...cant wait for the 15/12/2008 . Alex enter a few competition. shall see if she win any. cross finger

TWATTY THOUGHT:

Life is fun when we accept what we have and live to the fullest.......

Our C.E.L.E.B.R.A.T.I.O.N.S

Marhaban 081108

Alex(cute smile) and Amira(Wierd Eyelash)

The Kids

The Guests

Alexandrea Wrapping Clothes

Alexandrea - Shaving and A Cut Above

Alex bold head with mummy

Swimming - 15/11/08

Alexandrea Floating

Hi all

It has been a while since my last entry. So much has happen. We have celebrate Amira's 12th Birthday, Alex has celebrate her full moon and shave her hair and most interesting is - Alex had her first diving experience.


So far nothing new in my life. But you know what - people actually recognize me from The Firm surprise surprise. Oh...talking about The Firm, i met Angeline from The Firm season one during one of my many shopping outing. Forgive me for being ignorance and not knowing who you were . but nice chatting with her. In a way she don't prejudge me. and I thank her for that.

OK .....here i will post a few pictures from the party.....I... am so upset with Shearaz.....all the picture that he took cant be used.....ALL OF THEM....so here some that i have and hope you will enjoy it. Life is hard, but we will be ok.

TWATTY THOUGHT:

As my mum always say, life is like quicksand....the more you struggle the faster you sink.
So stop struggling and treasure what we have..............

The Firm, The Money & The Happiness

Our Family @ Sg Sendat

Me & Alex

The Sg Sendat Gang

Papa & Alex

The Kids

Me & My Tits Hubby

Alex on tub riding

Alex Sleeping In Laudry Basket

Papa & Alex Sleeping

The Sg Sendat Shampoo Girls

Hi.... Finally the firm is over. i have no comment about the result. At first i thought i will spill the beans about everyone, but then the damage has been done, so why do i need to make it worse when nothing will change. I didn't even watch the final show. i went for camping with my new baby and family. Extremely fun.

I guess it is fun because Alexandrea is with us as this is her first camping (only 3 week old). i will simply let the picture speak for itself. I got bitten badly by insect.....but i live......

Sometime i wonder if my life have become predictable and boring? i do enjoy play mummy....but i cant stand staying home either. I guess this is what we call opportunity cost...whereby ones have to decides which is more important and make the right decision. I guess it is true that you cant have the best of both world......to be honest i don't believe in that.....someday my day will come....in fact maybe it is right in front of me....but i just refuse to accept it and being negative.

Lately I'm doing assessment about my self....i discover how negative i am as a person. Not bad but not good either. I know that so many people has commented about me, but i guess it is good that right now i see it clearly from within.....I'm not promise to change but i will try hard to improved.

Most people think that I'm very ambitious and never satisfies with what i have.....always want to win and never want to be wrong....i guess there is truth in it but believe it or not I AM SATISFIES WITH MY SELF. I HAVE ACHIEVED MOST OF MY GOAL AND I AM TRULY PROUD OF MYSELF. I'VE BEEN THRU SO MUCH....

Do you know most of my dream and ambitious is driven by anger and revenge towards my brother? i want to prove to him that nothing he can do to stop me from achieving what i want and who i want to be. Due to that i basically achieve most of my goal. See....I'm a simple person. I don't need money to make me happy. LIVE IS GOOD NOW.....Lets see how far i will go from here.

TWATTY THOUGHT:

Can Money Buy Love? Can Love Make Money? Either way is possible depending which prespective you looking at.......

Que Sera Sera

Me and Shearaz - Raya 2008

Amira and Atiqah - Raya 2008

Alexandrea with Afro Hair - Maybe she is David Arumugam's (from Alleycat) Daughter

hiiiiiiiiiiii

been a while since my last entry. Busy with Alexandrea. feel so weird staying home and take care of my new baby. she is so small and cute......

so far my family respond well with the new edition. i have been taking Alexandrea everywhere. Mid valley almost everyday, birthday party, camping, Golden Arch, cinema and many more. A friend of mine told me that Alexandrea must be the only baby that have travel a lot since the day she was born. Today she turn 3 week.......feel like three month.

my family and friends was asking if i will start working anytime soon.....i don't know....I'm not desperate for money or job.....but nevertheless if the offer is good why not.....

during my younger years, i have sacrifice my daughters life for career.....i work so hard until i barely remember have they grow up.....i guess the God have given me a second chance to prove my self and to be a great mother.

to be honest I'm a bit scared about my life now as i have learned to let go some of the responsibility. This mean that I'm no longer in total control......scary....IM A CONTROL FREAK.....i guess its obvious......

I'm happy now....as it is.....worried but happy......i guess this is where i say Que sera sera....what ever will be will be................

TWATTY THOUGHT:

When i was just a little girl

i ask my mother what will i be

will i be pretty, will i be rich

this what she says to me....

que sera sera...what ever will be will be

the future not ours to see

que sera sera what will be will be...........

SHERAZ at TOYS R US CooCoo

Alex For Dinner

hi all

what a life i have.......love alex....and really enjoy playing mum. I guess she is happy playing baby too...bullying me.....

everything seem nice and well....now im a bit busy planning for amira junior prom and alex full moon party.....but i enjoy it a lot..

No time to update yet but i will like to share Alexandrea photo with all....THIS IS WHAT I DO WHEN I FEEL BORED...

.

DINNER????

CINTA QAIRA ALEXANDREA

ALEX With PAPA SHEARAZ


ALEX With MUMMY


Our New Edition - CINTA QAIRA ALEXANDREA

hi...........happy happy happy



finally .......



Name : CINTA QAIRA ALEXANDREA
DOB : 02/10/2008
Time : 2.21 pm

Weight : 3.42 kg




We are very happy with the bless from GOD. She is lovely and well behave baby. Eventhough there is a lot of people who against us about having her......i dont care......i know i make a right choice. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL

People who do not pay visit.....i will consider them as no longer friend.......im tired of being nice.....just because she is "different"...dont mean that people dont have a courtesy of giving her visit and kiss.

So for those who are my neighbour, my friend and family.......think properly before you make a mistake by taking her for granted......she is still part of us.....for whatever her status is .....NOT FOR ANY OF YOU TO JUDGE AND TAKEN FOR GRANTED.

For AMIRA, ATIQAH and ALEXANDREA......mummy and papa love you alot.....and thats all should matter the most.....FAMILY.....Love always


TWATTY THOUGHT:


menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
banyak kata....yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukkusepanjang hidupku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau
kuslalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku


FOR OUR DAUGHTERS.....Love Mummy and Papa Shearaz

SELAMAT HARI RAYA....MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN