life is good....believe it or not, we begin to stabilize... Quick Update
Shearaz - as usual being what he good at A JERK but still i do love him despite the fact that he annoyed me all the time
Amira - have improve her study tremendously and im proud of her. She on diet now. being a typical teenage. Amira and Atiqah just finish shooting for their hanna montana show for disney channel.
Atiqah - Hmm this one is tricky....she still consider herself as my little girl. She still doing all her chores but sometime she can be a cry pot. Surprisingly she like to post and quite vain too.....she like to look at herself in the mirror...
Cinta - she has blossom right before my eye. So cute, so pure, so good, so naughty,and many more....she impress me. and now she is 5 month old. What will i be without her by my side
as for me.....i believe now is the time for me to stabilize and balance my self and my own life..... slim down again hehehhe . As usual lately im feeling sick.....very soon will be admitted for operation.....story of my life....
today im upset with two most important man in my life.....Soren and Shearaz. both are ignorance and a jerk. typical man.....people say woman whine al lot but trust me this two tits are driving me insane. feel like smacking both of them. but they might like it.....hehehe
anyway i hate both of them at this moment.....just FYI (for man) ...MAN DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE EMOTIONAL ....Why??? simply because MAN DONT HAVE EMOTION. Look at their face reaction - the only time man have face expression is when the COME. ...Man are supposed to be tough and a care provider.Woman supposed to look for them for comfort not the other way around
BUT woman do have a right to be moody and spoil...its doesnt matter how many time in a year...a month or even a day...and what u have to do is just HUG THEM...dont fight with them.....WHEN U DEALING WITH AN UPSET WOMAN...DONT OFFER SOLUTION OR INVALIDATE HER FEELING....JUST SHOW HER YOU ARE LISTENING..... is that so hard to do????
As i always say ......SEX IS THE PRICE WOMAN PAY FOR MARRIAGE....MARRIAGE IS THE PRICE MEN PAY FOR SEX
Whatever it is.....still love shearaz like crazy.....hope our LOVE HATE MARRIAGE WILL LAST............................
TWATTY THOUGHT:
for my beautiful daughters - SEMPURNA
Kau begitu sempurna....Di mataku kau begitu indah...Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu...Di setiap langkahkuKu kan slalu memikirkan dirimu....Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu....Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku....Tak kan mampu menghadapi semua,hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa.....Kau adalah darahkuKau adalah jantungku....Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi dirikuoh sayangku kau begitu,sempurna....
Kau begitu sempurna....Di mataku kau begitu indah...Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu...Di setiap langkahkuKu kan slalu memikirkan dirimu....Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu....Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku....Tak kan mampu menghadapi semua,hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa.....Kau adalah darahkuKau adalah jantungku....Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi dirikuoh sayangku kau begitu,sempurna....
GOD AS MADE US A PERFECT CREATURE....DO WE ACCEPT IT AS IT IS OR WE CHALLENGE GOD PERFECT INVENTION?????
