The Firm, The Money & The Happiness

Our Family @ Sg Sendat

Me & Alex

The Sg Sendat Gang

Papa & Alex

The Kids

Me & My Tits Hubby

Alex on tub riding

Alex Sleeping In Laudry Basket

Papa & Alex Sleeping

The Sg Sendat Shampoo Girls

Hi.... Finally the firm is over. i have no comment about the result. At first i thought i will spill the beans about everyone, but then the damage has been done, so why do i need to make it worse when nothing will change. I didn't even watch the final show. i went for camping with my new baby and family. Extremely fun.

I guess it is fun because Alexandrea is with us as this is her first camping (only 3 week old). i will simply let the picture speak for itself. I got bitten badly by insect.....but i live......

Sometime i wonder if my life have become predictable and boring? i do enjoy play mummy....but i cant stand staying home either. I guess this is what we call opportunity cost...whereby ones have to decides which is more important and make the right decision. I guess it is true that you cant have the best of both world......to be honest i don't believe in that.....someday my day will come....in fact maybe it is right in front of me....but i just refuse to accept it and being negative.

Lately I'm doing assessment about my self....i discover how negative i am as a person. Not bad but not good either. I know that so many people has commented about me, but i guess it is good that right now i see it clearly from within.....I'm not promise to change but i will try hard to improved.

Most people think that I'm very ambitious and never satisfies with what i have.....always want to win and never want to be wrong....i guess there is truth in it but believe it or not I AM SATISFIES WITH MY SELF. I HAVE ACHIEVED MOST OF MY GOAL AND I AM TRULY PROUD OF MYSELF. I'VE BEEN THRU SO MUCH....

Do you know most of my dream and ambitious is driven by anger and revenge towards my brother? i want to prove to him that nothing he can do to stop me from achieving what i want and who i want to be. Due to that i basically achieve most of my goal. See....I'm a simple person. I don't need money to make me happy. LIVE IS GOOD NOW.....Lets see how far i will go from here.

TWATTY THOUGHT:

Can Money Buy Love? Can Love Make Money? Either way is possible depending which prespective you looking at.......

Que Sera Sera

Me and Shearaz - Raya 2008

Amira and Atiqah - Raya 2008

Alexandrea with Afro Hair - Maybe she is David Arumugam's (from Alleycat) Daughter

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been a while since my last entry. Busy with Alexandrea. feel so weird staying home and take care of my new baby. she is so small and cute......

so far my family respond well with the new edition. i have been taking Alexandrea everywhere. Mid valley almost everyday, birthday party, camping, Golden Arch, cinema and many more. A friend of mine told me that Alexandrea must be the only baby that have travel a lot since the day she was born. Today she turn 3 week.......feel like three month.

my family and friends was asking if i will start working anytime soon.....i don't know....I'm not desperate for money or job.....but nevertheless if the offer is good why not.....

during my younger years, i have sacrifice my daughters life for career.....i work so hard until i barely remember have they grow up.....i guess the God have given me a second chance to prove my self and to be a great mother.

to be honest I'm a bit scared about my life now as i have learned to let go some of the responsibility. This mean that I'm no longer in total control......scary....IM A CONTROL FREAK.....i guess its obvious......

I'm happy now....as it is.....worried but happy......i guess this is where i say Que sera sera....what ever will be will be................

TWATTY THOUGHT:

When i was just a little girl

i ask my mother what will i be

will i be pretty, will i be rich

this what she says to me....

que sera sera...what ever will be will be

the future not ours to see

que sera sera what will be will be...........

SHERAZ at TOYS R US CooCoo

Alex For Dinner

hi all

what a life i have.......love alex....and really enjoy playing mum. I guess she is happy playing baby too...bullying me.....

everything seem nice and well....now im a bit busy planning for amira junior prom and alex full moon party.....but i enjoy it a lot..

No time to update yet but i will like to share Alexandrea photo with all....THIS IS WHAT I DO WHEN I FEEL BORED...

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DINNER????

CINTA QAIRA ALEXANDREA

ALEX With PAPA SHEARAZ


ALEX With MUMMY


Our New Edition - CINTA QAIRA ALEXANDREA

hi...........happy happy happy



finally .......



Name : CINTA QAIRA ALEXANDREA
DOB : 02/10/2008
Time : 2.21 pm

Weight : 3.42 kg




We are very happy with the bless from GOD. She is lovely and well behave baby. Eventhough there is a lot of people who against us about having her......i dont care......i know i make a right choice. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL

People who do not pay visit.....i will consider them as no longer friend.......im tired of being nice.....just because she is "different"...dont mean that people dont have a courtesy of giving her visit and kiss.

So for those who are my neighbour, my friend and family.......think properly before you make a mistake by taking her for granted......she is still part of us.....for whatever her status is .....NOT FOR ANY OF YOU TO JUDGE AND TAKEN FOR GRANTED.

For AMIRA, ATIQAH and ALEXANDREA......mummy and papa love you alot.....and thats all should matter the most.....FAMILY.....Love always


TWATTY THOUGHT:


menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
banyak kata....yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
kepada dirimu

aku ingin engkau slalu
hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku
kau tercipta untukkusepanjang hidupku

meski waktu akan mampu
memanggil seluruh ragaku
ku ingin kau tau
kuslalu milikmu
yang mencintaimu
sepanjang hidupku


FOR OUR DAUGHTERS.....Love Mummy and Papa Shearaz

SELAMAT HARI RAYA....MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN